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35. Faith as True Knowledge

10/30/2024

 
In the light of the previous reflection on the reality of confession, of homologeo, we gain some profound insights into the nature of Christianity and the life to which we are called as believers. In truth, a Christian can be defined (among many other things) as “one who confesses.” A Christian is one who has been touched, gratuitously and through no merit of his own, by the revelation of God’s truth and love; and because of this, not only has he found the meaning of his own life and the source of his joy, but he also become a witness before others of this same truth and love, a witness to the true meaning of reality. He is one, now, who is called upon to confess before others the truth that all seek, indeed, to become such a transparent reflection of the light of God that his very life becomes a living confession, a living testimony to the love and truth of God.

And this is perhaps one of the things that our current culture most dislikes about the Christian faith. What do I mean by this? In a secular, relativistic culture that no longer believes in a single, objective truth that unites all persons—that transcends our subjective opinions and makes a claim on each one of us, that calls us out of ourselves into the great communion of reality—the claim of Christianity to be the true religion, and specifically of the Catholic Church to be the “true Church,” or better said, the Church founded and preserved by Jesus Christ himself, is something both scandalous and unwanted. We don’t want to hear talk about truth in religion any longer. Religion, after all, is a subjective thing, something that cannot stand up to the evidential certainty, to the true norms of knowledge, that we find in the scientific realm. With the scientific revolution and “the Enlightenment” (which is much better termed “the Disenchantment”), spiritual realities have been relegated to the realm of the merely subjective—and thus well-wishing but ultimately meaningless—whereas the model of the natural sciences has been falsely expanded to be the sole criterion of all forms of trustworthy knowledge.

We obviously don’t have space to explore the false assumptions and beliefs of our contemporary age here, and such is not the purpose of these reflections, which rather seek simply to plunge into the heart of reality and there to learn to see anew in the light of God. In this light, indeed, the fallacy of these modern day assumptions is revealed, and they crumble away as nothing, like dust in the wind. If you are interested in exploring these themes more thoroughly, however, I would highly recommend the tremendous book of Joseph Ratzinger (Benedict XVI) entitled Truth and Tolerance: Christian Faith and the World Religions. Let me only note here how these two developments—the scientistic revolution and the “Enlightenment” brought into being two fundamental lies that hinder hearts from hearing and rejoicing in the saving truth of the Gospel. The first lie is that the only form of true knowledge is that gained by scientific experimentation or direct, experiential proof. This has for so many people instilled in us a profound existential doubt and cynicism about not only faith and religion, but about the knowability of reality itself. Thanks to thinkers such as Kant or Hume, we have in large part been conditioned not to experience the word of reality with a basic faith (and yes, faith lies at the foundation of every form of knowledge, for without a primal trust there is no capacity for understanding at all), but rather with a primal suspicion. This is why the so-called Enlightenment was in fact a dis-enchantment, for, while in its arrogance it thought it was finally throwing off the superstitious shackles of religion and faith, it was in fact simply returning to the exhausted and dead ideas of the ancient civilizations that collapsed in their own senility and sin. It forgot the radical revolution that was Christianity, the only force that was able to salvage all that was good, true, and beautiful in these ancient civilizations of the world and to grant it a lasting life, an enduring place, through all ages of the world: the lasting life that was nothing but the fullness of truth revealed in Christ, the eternal Word of the everlasting Father.

The second lie, related to this one, is really a return to the paganism of ancient Greece and Rome (and other civilizations) in which religion was understood to be mythological,* subjective, and true knowledge rather was found in the path of philosophy, not of religion. In this respect, the Enlightenment tried to stuff Christianity into the category of all the other religions as if it were exactly the same thing, while forgetting in fact that it is entirely different from all other religions, that it was not one mythology among others grasping blindly for the unknowable God, but rather the self-revelation of God himself. In this respect, we have forgotten the revolution that occurred at the beginning of Church history, by which the Gospel toppled all the other gods and showed the blindness of the other religions (but also their deepest truth and aspiration) by siding not with the myths, but with philosophy. The import of this was simple: Christianity is not one religion or spiritual path among others, a groping toward the inaccessible divine that, since it remains inaccessible, can be worshiped in a thousand different guises. Rather, Christianity is the true and definitive unveiling of the face and heart of God, and thus a knowledge much more akin to philosophy than to mythology, to science than to wishful-thinking.

Of course, due to human blindness and sin even in Christianity there have been people who have been superstitious, and there have been trends of thought that have betrayed the true essence of Christianity as “enlightenment,” that have sunk back into a subjectivistic, anti-rational, “opium of the masses” approach to religion. But these are aberrations, not the true faith of the Church. We need to discover again, today most of all, that the Christian faith is illumination, that it is true knowledge in the fullest sense, born of a filial trust in the utterly trustworthy God who speaks to us and makes known to us his own perspective on reality. And as we welcome this revelation and live within its orbit, such faith-knowledge becomes lived-knowledge, never apart from faith but within it—a knowledge, in fact, that can encompass and order all other forms of knowledge, be they rational, philosophical, historical, scientific, or otherwise. In this respect, Joseph Ratzinger wrote:

The cultures of mankind, each of which together with its religion forms a whole, are not just unrelated blocks standing side by side or in opposition to each other. The one being, man, is at work within them all, since there are differing historical experiences and paths, differing errors and dangers, yet everywhere it is in the end man who is expressing himself in them. Because the one being, man, is at work in all mankind, all men are capable of coming into communion with one another; indeed, all are called to this. No true culture is ultimately impenetrable for others; all are capable of coming into contact with one another and are related to each other. Always, therefore, in history—we were talking about this—there have been intercultural exchanges and the fusion of cultures. “Inclusivism” belongs to the essence of the cultural and religious history of mankind, which is certainly not structured as a strict pluralism. Pluralism in its radical form ultimately denies the unity of mankind and denies the dynamic of history, which is a process of various unions.

Up to this point we are still in the purely phenomenological realm; faith is not involved in these statements and remarks. It makes its first appearance in the statement that in this process of various unions the real point of reference is the revelation offered in Christ, for the very reason that faith in this revelation springs, not from any one single culture, but from an intervention from above and, hence, does not simply “absorb” anything. It allows room for all the great spiritual experiences of being human, in a many-toned harmony: this is exactly what the Christian sees as foreshadowed in the wonder of Pentecost, in which there is not one single language (single civilization) prescribed for all the others, as in Babylon (the type of cultures of achievement and of power), but unity comes to pass in multiplicity. The many languages (cultures) understand each other in the one Spirit. They are not abolished; rather, they are brought together in harmony. From a phenomenological point of view, what must be regarded as the new element peculiar to Christianity is the way that it has not simply taken its place in the history of religions as an “absolute religion” among “relative religions” (although one could even understand such a conceptual structure correctly).

In the first few centuries the Christian faith looked for its prehistory rather in enlightenment, that is, in the movement of reason criticizing religion’s tendency to ritualism. Those patristic texts about the “sowing of the Word” (and similar concepts and images), which are nowadays taken as evidence for the power of salvation in other religions, did not originally refer to religions at all but to philosophy, to a “pious” enlightenment, which is what Socrates stands for, at the same time active both in enlightening people and in seeking after God. We will talk about all that at greater length. This “enlightenment” trait of early Christian preaching, critical of religion, is also the reason why it was classified by the state as atheism, as a rejection of pietas and of the rituals that upheld the state. We cannot of course lapse into a one-sided view here. Although Christianity, as we said, saw its prehistory in enlightenment and not in religions, it did connect with the religious search of men, and, in shaping its prayer and worship, it drew on the heritage of religion. Its inner prehistory—the Old Testament—consists accordingly in a constant struggle between becoming absorbed into the religious forms of the peoples and the prophetic enlightenment that sweeps the gods aside in order to discover the face of God. Thus Christianity has a quite singular position in the spiritual history of mankind. We could say that it lies in Christianity’s not dividing enlightenment from religion but in combining them in a structure in which each has repeatedly to make the other purer and more profound. This desire for rationality, which still constantly pushes reason to go beyond itself in a way it would rather avoid, is part of the essence of Christianity. We could also say that the Christian faith, which grew out of the faith of Abraham, insists relentlessly on the question of truth and, thus, on what in all circumstances concerns all men and unites them all. For we have all to be pilgrims of truth.

Mere pluralism of religions, as blocks standing forever side by side, cannot be the last word in the historical situation today. Perhaps we will have to replace “inclusivism”—which, by the way, until just recently was used in the history of religions with quite a different meaning—with some better concepts. It is certainly not the absorption of religions by one single one that is meant; but an encounter, in a unity that transforms pluralism into plurality, is something necessary. Today it is certainly desired. If I have rightly understood, there are currently three models for this: the spiritual monism of India—the mysticism of identity, to which Radhakrishnan first gave the classic formulation—regards itself as the overarching way: it can offer all other religions a place, allow them to stand in their symbolic significance, as it seems, and at the same time it transcends them in an ultimate profundity. It “relativizes” all of them and, at the same time, lets them stand in its relativity; the absolute value with which it surrounds them lies beyond anything that can be named; it is strictly “non-categoric”. It can thus equally well be called “being” as “nonbeing”, “word” as “nonword”; it is obvious that this solution finds many supporters today, since in its own fashion it maintains that relativism which in certain respects has become the real religion of modern men.

Beside that stands the Christian version of universality, which regards as the ultimate value, not the unnameable, but that mysterious unity created by love and which is represented, beyond all our categories, in the Trinity and unity of God, which for its part is the highest picture of the reconciliation of unity and multiplicity. The last word about being is, no longer the unnameable absolute, but love, which then makes itself visible in the God who himself becomes a creature and thus unites the creature with the Creator. This form seems in many respects more complicated than the “Asiatic” one. Yet is it not the case that basically we all understand that love is the highest word, the truly last word to be said on anything real? All our reflections hitherto, and everything that follows, serve to make more clear how this Christian “model” is the true power for uniting, the inner goal of history.i

And thus we come full circle. Our world is intolerant of Christianity because it has despaired of a single, world-cradling truth that unites us all. It sees this truth, this call of objective faith, as an imposition on the freedom of the individual, or as a sinking into subjective and untrustworthy wishful-thinking. But this is the very opposite of the reality! Our world cannot see the claims of truth, unless that truth be, on the one hand, scientific self-actualization in bringing humanity to a new technological paradise, or, on the other hand, the complete realization of “human rights” that allows every person to have their own reality and to be justified in law to impose it on all other persons, regardless of its conformity to objective reality or not. This too is rooted in the atrophy of thought that has occurred in the last five-hundred years, in the dis-enchantment of our modern world. If God is not trustworthy, if faith is just a blind shot in the dark, then it is not really worth the risk; if it does not beget in us true and abiding certainty, then what’s the point. Such is the attitude of our modern world (when, at least, it refrains from dismissive mockery or revisionist condemnation, such as has happened with the Crusades, the Inquisition, the supposed anti-scientific attitude of the Church, and indeed the entirety of the Middle-Ages).

In the minds of many, faith has become a caricature of itself, and we don’t want it. Instead, we are left with the pettiness of our own selves and their subjective wishes and desires. We are left with an approach to knowledge that confines itself to utility, to what we can do with things, not able to come to understand what they are, how they are to be used, and what they mean. And in this void of meaning, something else, something terrible, has developed. As a culture, we have been subconsciously inundated with the rotten fruits of the thought of the atheistic existentialists, who claimed that there was no objective reality outside of us, no inherent meaning in the universe, but only absurdity. According to them, it is up to us to will meaning into absurdity by our own efforts, to give meaning to meaninglessness by our own desire for meaning. (But if anything is wishful-thinking, it is this!) In practice, such an approach to life is hardly more than subjectivistic hedonism or rights-ideology—which, of course, is precisely where we find ourselves today, caught up in the battle for the true nature of reality over and against revisionist theories that would redefine masculinity and femininity, the meaning of sexuality, and the very meaning and value of human life, all in the name of “individual rights,” the right of each individual to define and create his own reality. But such, in the end, is chaos.

For only in the truth given to us from God, the truth that holds us from the first moment of our existence in the love of our parents, that cradles us in every aspect of life in the very world in which we live, that is inscribed in our humanity and in the inner recesses of our conscience—only this truth can both set us authentically free and also enable us to enter into harmony and communion with other persons. And such truth has been fully unveiled before us, given to us as a gift—indeed as a redeeming force that enters into us and makes us new from the inside—in Jesus Christ, the beloved Son of the Father, who through the outpouring of the Spirit impresses the fullness of truth upon our hearts and begets in us a certainty, a knowledge, deeper than all knowledge, and yet which lifts up and ennobles in itself all forms of knowledge, unleashing their hidden capacities and setting them on the most expansive and fruitful journey.

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*I do not mean to imply that mythology has nothing to say about reality. That is obviously not the case. But what I mean is that in mythological religion the true face of God remains hidden, inaccessible except in hints and shadows, and thus all religions remain ultimately equivalent—since they are all “approximations” toward a God who remains invisible. Such is even to this day the default approach to religion in the East (in the Asiatic continents), but in the West it has been entirely changed by the emergence of Christianity, which took up all the hints of God in mythology and religion and filled them (and surpassed) them, with the fullness of truth both rational and historical, in the myth-that-is-historical-fact: the Incarnation, Passion, and Resurrection of Jesus Christ, the beloved Son of the Father come to espouse humanity to the very Trinity, and to grant us full and free access into his innermost life.
i. Joseph Cardinal Ratzinger, Truth and Tolerance: Christian Belief and World Religions, trans. Henry Taylor (Ignatius Press: San Francisco, 2004), 81-84. The “third” option he mentions is as follows: “Finally, Islam stands in the ring with the theory that it is the ‘final’ religion, which takes us beyond Judaism and Christianity into the true simplicity of the one God, while Christianity, with its faith in the Godhead of Christ and in God the Trinity, has supposedly fallen back into heathen error. It is claimed that Islam, without cult or mystery, emerges as the universal religion, in which the religious development of mankind has reached its goal. There is no doubt that the question Islam poses for us deserves detailed attention. But it is not within the scope of this book, which is limited to the (to my mind) more fundamental choice between the mysticism of identity and the mysticism of personal love.” (onto page 85)

34. The Confession of Faith

10/29/2024

 
In John the Baptist’s response to the priests and the Levites, we see emerge a theme that shall recur throughout the Gospel, and which has a specific and profound meaning. This becomes clear in the way that John’s manner of responding is emphasized: “he confessed, he did not deny but confessed” (1:20). Here the word is ὡμολόγησεν, homologesen, meaning literally “to speak the same,” or “to agree.” Homo-logeo, homo being “with” or “the same,” and logos being “word” or “speech.” This seems a developed word at the time we encounter it here in the Gospel, for in John the Baptist’s case it does not seem to mean “agree” but rather “profess,” or “confess,” or “speak openly.” He speaks openly of who he is; he does not belittle or deflect or deny, but opens his mouth to speak the truth from a wide open and vulnerable heart. His speaking is in agreement with God. His agreement, his speaking-with, his speaking-the-same, is in regard to God. He speaks God’s Word alive within his own word. As Saint Paul wrote: “Am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still pleasing men, I should not be a servant of Christ” (Gal 1:10). Here we see a deeply evangelical theme that has such a rich history—such a rich life—throughout not only the Bible but the entirety of the history of salvation, throughout the entire story of the Church and her children.

It is the profession of faith. It is the confession of the truth. It is martyrdom,* whether red or white, whether in the simple daily fidelity of ordinary life bathed in the light of grace, in the enunciation of our faith before others in which we speak without fear of God and his goodness, and of our own joy in him, or in the very giving of our life in suffering and death for the truth of the Gospel and in service of the redeeming Love of the Trinity at work in the world. All of this is summed up in the term homologeo, profession, witness, confession: it is the vulnerability of love that speaks the truth without fear, indeed that becomes a living profession of the faith in the entirety of one’s life. Yes, profession reaches such a degree that not only my words are a profession, but my very existence becomes a living word of God, echoing forth the Word that has first been spoken into me, echoes forth, as love, the very Love that I have first received and that has become the foundation and substance of my life.

So why this emphasis at the beginning of the Gospel on John the Baptist’s profession? “He confessed, he did not deny but confessed.” It should be clear now. In the context of the Gospel, and in the light of our own prior reflections on the Prologue—particularly the interrelationship between the words exousia, exegesis, obaudire, and docibilitas—we can see this very radiantly and beautifully. Already we have witnessed the confession of the Son in the Prologue, and our own confession in him: “No one has ever seen God, but only-begotten, God, the One in the bosom of the Father, he has professed him (exegasato) to us;” and “to those who believed into his name, he has given power to become children of God.” The word of love spoken by the Son, the living Exegesis of God, awakens our own word of faith, and this meeting of words, of professions, becomes new life in intimacy and reciprocal belonging.

John’s Gospel is the enunciation of the Word of God, the unfolding of the mystery of Jesus Christ before our interior vision, and the echo of his voice; and it seeks to awaken and to set free within us our own “word” in response, our own “yes” in response to the “Yes” of his Love first spoken into us. In other words, the Gospel presents before us, makes present before us, the “confession” (homologeo) of Jesus, the Son of the Father, who in his own unveiling, opens before us the depths of his Heart and indeed of the inner life of the entire Trinity, made a gift to us. And in response, our own confession is sought and awakened, a confession of faith and of love, of trust and of surrender, of repentance, conversion, and new life.

“I no longer call you servants, but friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you” (Jn 15:15) Jesus says to his disciples—and to each one of us—at the Last Supper. To such an extent does the confession of Jesus open itself before us, become a gift to us and within us, that nothing is held back: the very intimacy between the Father and the Son is made accessible to us. And precisely by the totality of this confession it echoes forth a reciprocal totality within us. This is illustrated in various places in the Gospel, where a responding homologeo is shown (or shown to fail) in those who encounter the word and the activity of Jesus Christ. For example, we see it in the man who was born blind and is healed by Jesus, who when interrogated by the authorities speaks openly and confesses the truth:

So for the second time they called the man who had been blind, and said to him, “Give God the praise; we know that this man is a sinner.” He answered, “Whether he is a sinner, I do not know; one thing I know, that though I was blind, now I see.” They said to him, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?” He answered them, “I have told you already, and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you too want to become his disciples?” And they reviled him, saying, “You are his disciple, but we are disciples of Moses. We know that God has spoken to Moses, but as for this man, we do not know where he comes from.” The man answered, “Why, this is a marvel! You do not know where he comes from, and yet he opened my eyes. We know that God does not listen to sinners, but if any one is a worshiper of God and does his will, God listens to him. Never since the world began has it been heard that any one opened the eyes of a man born blind. If this man were not from God, he could do nothing.” (Jn 9:23-33)

We see this same confession in Mary and Martha as they approach Jesus who draws near to Lazarus’ tomb: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. And even now I know that whatever you ask from God, God will give you… I know that he will rise again in the resurrection at the last day” (Jn 11:21-22, 24). We see its early failure in Nicodemus who comes seeking truth but fails yet to confess Christ, and only later, following upon Jesus’ death, does he find the courage to come forth and speak openly. (See Jn 3.) We see Peter’s failure to confess his faith when he feels afraid for himself during the trial of Jesus. Indeed, his own failure to speak his word of faith is paralleled and set against the confession of Jesus before Pilate, as these two scenes are placed side-by-side and woven together. “I am not,” Peter lies, while Jesus says, “I am.” Indeed, “For this I have come into the world, to bear witness to the truth.” (See Jn 18.) Here is the homologeo of Christ.

Yet Peter’s fear and failure is not the end of his story; nor is Jesus’ death the end of the journey and of the confession of his love. For the glory of Christ’s exaltation on the Cross and in the Resurrection—as his own full and unified homologeo--brings forth in his disciples, and seeks to bring forth in us and in all of humanity, a confession that echoes forth the glory of God revealed in the face of Christ. At the very moment of the opening of Jesus’ Heart by a lance as he hangs upon the Cross, given wholly in love unto death, John the Evangelist, the beloved disciple who witnesses this moment, cannot restrain his confession. He cries out an invitation to step into our own confession, to speak the faith of our own hearts in response to the revelation of Love that, in this sacred event, we too have beheld: “He who saw it has borne witness—his testimony is true, and he knows that he tells the truth—that you also may believe. For these things took place that the scripture might be fulfilled” (Jn 19:35-36).

So too, after the Resurrection we see John exclaim again, upon recognizing the Risen Jesus even from a distance while he stands atop a boat looking toward the shore: “It is the Lord!” And Peter now gives the gift that in his denial he failed to give: “When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put on his clothes, for he was stripped for work, and sprang into the sea (Jn 21:7-8) Indeed the very text of the Gospel concludes with a re-affirmation of the veracity of the Evangelist’s confession, and thus a hearkening back to the invitation to faith that had burst forth at the foot of the Cross: “This is the disciple who is bearing witness to these things, and who has written these things; and we know that his testimony is true” (Jn 21:24).

Beginning with the homologeo of the Son of God, the One who is eternally in the bosom of the Father and comes to reveal to us the very heart of God, and through the homologeo of John the Baptist, through the homologeo of those who confess their faith in the Christ and who speak the word of their own hearts back into his welcoming embrace, the path leads to our own homologeo, our own confession of faith. In this confession God’s own Word resounds within us and awakens our response, our “yes,” which is both an act of obedience to the gift and the authority of God, our own eisegesis in response to his exegesis of God, and also the voice of our unique heart which God so tenderly desires to hear. Here our word is joined with his Word, our beauty wedded to his Beauty—in the vulnerability and openness of love that lies at the heart of homologeo—and makes possible true reciprocal dialogue, and abiding intimacy.

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*And, of course, the word for martyrdom actually appears here in the text as well—“and this is the martyria of John”—showing the deep interrelationship between martyria and homologeo, between witness and profession.

33. The Sacrament of Trinitarian Communion

10/28/2024

 
“There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came for testimony, to bear witness to the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness to the light.” (1:6-8)

In Baptism, each one of us receives a share in the threefold office of Christ as priest, prophet, and king. And this is true not only of each individual, but of the Church as a whole. The Church herself is this priestly, prophetic, and kingly people—this people gathered together in God as a living sacrifice of intimacy with God (priesthood), of harmony among the whole creation (kingship), and of the radiant prophetic witness to his light and beauty in the world.

And all three of these realities come together in a single reality: martyrdom. The Greek word for martyr is μαρτυρίαν, martyrion. This word appears three times (in different forms) in the verses quoted above. It simply means to bear witness or to testify. John is therefore a true martyr, not only when he at last lays down his life in Herod’s dungeon, but from the very beginning. For he is one who bears witness to the light, who reflects his radiance in such a way that other hearts are drawn to the light through him: “that all might believe through him.”

Again we encounter here the sacramental and incarnational principle, and we could also say the “ecclesial” principle, that is, the principle of the Church. The Church is the incarnational sacrament of God’s presence in the world until the end of time. Yes, Christ, enfleshed in our world is the Sacrament of the Father (this is what I mean by inscape). And, when Christ poured out the Blood and water from his side upon the Cross, and then poured out the Spirit on Pentecost after he had ascended into the glory of the Father, he gave birth to the Church, who is both his Bride and his mystical Body. Therefore, just as Christ is the Sacrament of the Father, we can say that the Church is the sacrament of Christ. Indeed, the Church is the sacrament of our communion with the entire Trinity, the very space of redeemed creation where we are all drawn together into unity with God and with one another. As Marc Cardinal Ouellet says:

In the mystery of Christ, the incarnate Word, in the union of his two natures, the divine nature is, as it were, hidden under the sign of his human nature. His human nature reveals to us his divine mystery and also communicates to us his divine life. The Constitution [“On the Church” of the Second Vatican Council] establishes a clear parallel between the invisible part of the mystery of the Church—the indwelling of God in her—and her visible, institutional part, marked by weaknesses, too, but bringing the mystery of grace that is intended for the whole of mankind. … I say, first of all, that the Council is Christocentric [centered in Christ], which immediately means Trinitarian. For Christ admits us into the Trinitarian communion. He comes in the name of his Father; he speaks in the name of the Father; he communicates to us the Spirit of his Father. To have a fuller and better understanding of how the Church is the sacrament of salvation, we must define salvation in terms that are Trinitarian. Salvation does not simply consist in liberation from sin. Exoneration from sin is, as it were, the negative stage. But salvation is above all participation in the Trinitarian communion. I believe that this concept has been insufficiently developed and taught. In fact, it is a dynamic concept, which expresses our participation in the communion of the three divine Persons. … The Church is [the sign of “intimate union with God”] inasmuch as she lives out the communion given her by God. Insofar as she does so, she finds herself to be a visible sign and, at the same time, an instrument, a means for mankind to discover this secret, hidden reality. This grace, this living source of dynamic grace transforms human relationships because it incorporates them into the divine relationships. It is what is called the sanctification of the world.i

Notice the significance of what is being said: the Church is the living space in which and through which we, as human persons, are drawn to participate in the very intimacy shared eternally by the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit! And at the heart of our communion with God, and on the basis of this communion, our human relationships with one another are also incorporated into the divine relationships and are thus admitted into a totally new depth of mutual self-giving, profound understanding, and unspeakable intimacy! And this holds true, not only for the full consummation of the being of the Church that awaits us at the end of time, but already in the present life, as this breathtaking mystery is incarnate in the very frailty of our existence and of the Church’s temporal structure, like a seed in the earth or leaven in the dough, transforming human existence from the inside and making it a sharing in the very life of the Trinity.

Such a new communion, this communion founded entirely on grace and our participation in the life and love of the Trinity, is indeed the only thing that can truly satisfy the deepest desires of our hearts. For what do we desire more than the enduring security given by being sheltered in the arms of perfect Love, and the joy of an intimacy of perfect depth and complete totality which flowers within this place? This is the highest example of how the supernatural alone brings fulfillment to the very capacities of nature itself. For my heart, from the very instant of my conception, has been in a foundational relationship with God, upheld ceaselessly by his Love. And this same heart has been open to ever deeper relationship with him and with the human persons with whom I share life in this world—open to receiving and giving love with an open and trusting heart.

But because of sin this openness has been lost, and communion has given way to isolation, misunderstanding, friction between persons, and a deep and gnawing loneliness. Thus God has sent his Son as the Sacrament of his presence, as the very One in whom and through whom our enclosed hearts are reopened and drawn together into the intimacy for which we were made. And the Church, the living Church of Christ—who subsists in her fullness in the Catholic Church while also being deeply if imperfectly present in other ecclesial communities—is the very sacramental space in which this reconciliation and unification happens.

God comes to us, not as isolated individuals, but from and in the heart of a community, a family. Each of us receives the gift of faith through an encounter that is mediated by the community and propels us anew into the heart of the community—a community that is a manifestation of and a participation in the very community of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Because the very foundation of my being is relationship—first with God, but also with others—my life of faith unfolds always in the context of relationship, born from relationship and carrying my heart ever deeper into the blessedness of intimate and loving relationship. Yes, this is first of all my relationship with God himself in the inmost sanctuary of my being, but it is also the rich and beautiful network of relationships with all of God’s children in heaven and on earth. The two are not opposed to one another, but deeply and inseparably intertwined, for God’s Love is present and at work in everything and seeks to draw all of us, his beloved children, into a unity with him and with one another that will be a pure reflection of his own life as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Indeed, he draws each one of us uniquely, and all of us together, into the joy of his own embrace, where he reverently receives us and holds us tenderly, and where he pours out into our own receptive hearts the ardent yet gentle torrent of his own eternal delight.

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i. Marc Cardinal Ouellet, The Relevance and Future of the Second Vatican Council, 56-57.

32. A God Who Loves His Creation

10/26/2024

 
There is one obvious element of the Prologue that I have entirely failed to mention—but this was deliberate. This is the enduring presence of John the Baptist throughout. He appears in verses 6 through 8, again in verse 15, and, after the prologue concludes, is the focus of verses 19-35. Having spoken about verses 1 through 18, I want to move on to verse 19 and following now, namely, the scenes surrounding John the Baptist which immediately follow the Prologue, and in doing so I will gesture back to those verses of the Prologue which have until now been passed over in silence.

The first lesson that we receive through John the Baptist is one that goes unspoken. Namely, the writer of the Gospel is not able to speak about the coming of the incarnate Word into the world without referring also to John the Baptist, who prepared his way into the hearts of his people. In other words, the destiny of John the Baptist and the mystery of Jesus have become inseparably intertwined. John belongs to the Son, utterly and radically. And therefore even though John is not the Christ—and he says very strongly that he is not!—he cannot be separated from Christ, and, in a way, Christ cannot be separated from him.

When God enters into this world he “involves” himself in the lives of unique individuals, and in a way God’s own “destiny” becomes bound up with the creatures to whom he has united himself. We see this most clearly in the Virgin Mary. Ever since the Incarnation it has been impossible to approach the Child without the Mother—for there is no Child without a Mother! Without Mary’s “yes” there would be no Incarnation at all! And by knitting together the humanity of his own Son within the womb of Mary, God the Father has knitted his own Heart forevermore into the heart and flesh of humanity—and into the heart and flesh of this unique woman too. It is impossible, therefore, to wrench Christ out of the arms of Mary without losing both Mother and Child. This makes me think of a quote from G.K. Chesterton:

When I was a boy a more Puritan generation objected to a statue upon my parish church representing the Virgin and Child. After much controversy, they compromised by taking away the Child. One would think that this was even more corrupted with Mariolatry, unless the mother was counted less dangerous when deprived of a sort of weapon. But the practical difficulty is also a parable. You cannot chip away the statue of a mother from all round that of a new-born child. You cannot suspend the new-born child in mid-air; indeed you cannot really have a statue of a new-born child at all. Similarly, you cannot suspend the idea of a new-born child in the void or think of him without thinking of his mother. You cannot visit the child without visiting the mother; you cannot in common human life approach the child except through the mother. If we are to think of Christ in this aspect at all, the other idea follows as it is followed in history. We must either leave Christ out of Christmas, or Christmas out of Christ, or we must admit, if only as we admit it in an old picture, that those holy heads are too near together for the haloes not to mingle and cross.i

Chesterton also says beautifully elsewhere: “Mary leads us to Christ, but Christ leads us back to his Mother, for without Mary Jesus would become a mere abstraction to us.”

Does not all of this tie in with what I have said previously about the reality of “inscape”? In other words, the import for us is this: in order to approach God, I must take the same path by which he first came to me. On my own I cannot ascend into the “celestial realms.” I cannot strip away my flesh and my human limitations, and make myself, by the force of my own will, an angel or a god. Rather, I can only hope to draw near to the Invisible One because he has first opened a door into this invisibility, indeed, because he has become visible in his very invisibility and close in his very transcendence.

Christ is the Road that brings me to God, because he has first brought God to me. As he says: “I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father except through me” (Jn 14:6). I therefore do not find God somehow “beyond” Christ, as if Christ was only a pointer to something beyond himself. Rather, God lives within Christ, just as Christ lives within the Father. The incarnate Son of God, the very humanity of Christ, is true truest and most perfect Inscape, for which all other inscapes of creation prepare my heart and to which they lead. He is truly the Bounded Infinity which, to touch, is to touch the very Mystery of God.

Yet this is not only true of the humanity of Christ, but, in a different sense, of humanity as a whole—and of the humanity of unique individuals who have been touched and grasped by divine grace. When Christ came into the world, he did not super-add something “extra” onto an already complete nature. Rather, nature itself is, and has always been, inherently open to grace, to what is beyond nature—in other words, to the super-natural. And so when he came and was conceived within the womb of Mary, he brought the supernatural, yes, but he also brought the only true fulfillment of nature itself. This fulfillment of nature is none other than a marriage with the supernatural, a wedding with the divine through grace and love.

Thus Christ’s presence—the very presence of the uncreated God at the heart of the creation—restores creation to its own integrity and dignity, which was fractured through sin. At the same time, his presence also surpasses creation into the uncreated Mystery of God. But it surpasses in such a way that it doesn’t strip off nature, doesn’t leave it behind, but rather lifts it up and espouses it forever to the very mystery of infinity and eternity! This is how the natural inscapes of creation are brought to their true beauty and fulfillment, not by being left behind but by being espoused to God, being made partakers in the life of God, within Christ. We need think only of Christ’s own experience of creation. When he looked out across a field of grain as he traveled with his disciples, who was looking? God himself was looking lovingly upon his creation through the eyes of Christ! And through the creation, Christ saw the beauty of his own Father present and reflected! When Christ reached out and touched the woman caught in adultery, who was touching her? God himself was touching her in the tender touch of Christ! And when the beloved disciple leaned against that human breast, rising and falling with its inhalation and exhalation, with a real flesh-and-blood Heart encased within the rib cage, whose Heart was he leaning against? It was the very Heart of God, the Heart of the Trinity throbbing and pulsating with eternal Love!

To touch Christ, therefore, is to touch the Infinite and Eternal, and this occurs, not by “abstracting” from Christ to some “God-beyond.” No, God is found at the very core of the Being of Christ, in all the concreteness of who he is, what he does, what he feels, what he says. Again, Christ is the living Exegesis of God, and when we draw near to this Exegesis—to this outpouring of eternal Love—we find ourselves drawn within, in an eisegesis of love, into the very bosom of the eternal Father.

But what does this have to do with John the Baptist? A lot. I said that, when God “involves” himself with our history, he doesn’t just unite himself to a generic or abstract human nature, nor just to the irreplaceable humanity of Christ. Rather, he espouses himself to every unique human person who has ever lived or ever will live. And whenever hearts open themselves to this union, their very life becomes grafted onto his in loving relationship. He lives in them and they live in him, and we cannot look upon one without also seeing the other.

We saw this with Mary. And we see it also with John the Baptist. Christ has come to us through John the Baptist, just as it is through the very words of this Gospel—the Gospel of John the Evangelist—that Christ comes to us. If we were to try and scrap John the Evangelist, we would lose our living contact with Jesus as given to us in the Gospel! And so the “path” by which God has come to us, and by which we in turn go to him, is not merely Christ, but it is also all those to whom Christ has united himself, and through whom and in whom he continues to communicate himself to the world.

This is but another application of the “sacramental” and “incarnational” principle that makes Catholic Christianity so unique and so beautiful. This is also one of the most convincing signs of its divine origin. For the natural human tendency is to try and “strip off” creation as we make our ascent to God; but God, when he comes to us and establishes a religion, makes it one that is tremendously “earthy,” because rooted in the very soil of the creation that he himself has made and redeemed. For is it not the nature of a true Lover to embrace and cherish everything about his beloved? Therefore, when God comes to us to unite us to himself, he takes the whole of his bride to himself and makes her radiant and beautiful with his own love. The whole created world, in the redeeming light of Christ, becomes radiant and pure and holy.

This explains why the Catholic Church has Sacraments, and why she has saints, and why she has feasts, and why she has different “states of life,” and why she has been the central driving force behind the development of the arts and sciences, as well as of the institutions that are aimed at the betterment of humanity, such as schools and hospitals. She is nothing but the space of redeemed creation, in which the fragmentation of sin is overcome by the magnetic movement of Christ who draws all to himself and makes us one within his own divine embrace.

And those who are united to Christ become a meeting-place between God and the creation, for his own mystery is perpetuated in them. They stand at the spot where the exegesis meets the eisegesis, where the outflow of love awakens the inflow of love in response. They become “mediators” within the one Mediator, channels of grace within the One from whom all grace and salvation flow. This is how deeply Christ has united himself to us, that our very humanity—our very unique existence in this world—becomes a perpetuation of his own life in enduring intimacy with God and with our brothers and sisters, and draws the two closer together until the union is consummated definitively at the end of time.

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i. G.K. Chesterton, The Everlasting Man, Part II: On the Man Called Christ, The God in the Cave.
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31. Listening to the Word of the Heart

10/25/2024

 
Before moving beyond the Prologue, let me say one more thing in order to try and tie everything together. Particularly, I would like to bring together the theme of the “word” and the theme of the “bosom,” which, in turn, relate to the two titles of Christ that are given here, the Word and the Son. Jesus is the eternal Word of the Father because he is the one who is ceaselessly spoken lovingly by the Father; he is the Father’s full self-expression and the total outpouring of his Being in creative thought and love. In other words, he is the irradiation of uncreated Beauty, Goodness, and Truth. Yet this Word is not an abstract or impersonal Word, but rather a Person who is infinitely and eternally loved by the Father for his own sake. In other words, he is Son.

The deep interrelationship, or rather total identity, between Son and Word, between begetting and speaking, applies also to the relationship between the phrase “in the beginning with God (eis ton theon)” and the phrase “in the bosom of the Father (eis ton kolpon tou patros).” Yes, the Son is not merely a Word spoken by the Father, or a Word in the mind of the Father; he is the beloved Son who is ceaselessly cradled in the Father’s most intimate embrace, against his paternal breast. This is the beautiful power of that little word “eis,” meaning “into” or “toward,” for it implies not merely a static being “with” God, but a dynamic movement, a personal presence, a being directed toward the face, a contemplative gaze of delight and belonging and an act of total surrender. Jesus is the Word spoken by the Father, but he also echoes back as a Word spoken reciprocally to the Father by the Son, who is Beloved and thus also becomes Lover by the love that he has first received.

Yes, here “word” and “bosom” come together, for as the Son leans against the breast of the Father, he is able to listen to the word of love always spoken by the Father, to receive the reverberations of his tender and loving Heart. Here word and bosom become one, for the breast itself speaks.

What is the significance of this for us? It ties in directly with what I said in the previous two reflections about exegesis and eisegesis. Notice how the word exegesis directly unfolds, in an unexpected manner, the truth that I explored concerning exousia: the authority and power of God which is nothing but the generous outpouring of his own Being-as-Love. And notice also how the word eisegesis connects with the two phrases above--eis ton theon and eis ton kolpon tou patros. This eis, this into, corresponds with, and is a response to, the ex, the out of, of God’s own generous self-giving. In other words, God gives himself to me, he pours out his Being in a loving exousia or a living exegesis, only in order to draw me into his sheltering embrace, so that I may rest in his bosom in the eisegesis of intimacy.

I would like to say one more thing about this. I said that the breast itself speaks. The Heart of the Father, against which the Son eternally rests, throbs with an endless pulsation of infinite tenderness and love. And the Heart of the Son—the Sacred Heart of Christ—throbs with this same love which he has first received from the Father. To lean against the breast of Jesus, like the beloved disciple at the Last Supper, is therefore to enter into the orbit both of exegesis and of eisegesis. It is to listen and to surrender. It is to receive all and to give all. It is to be drawn into the most blessed embrace of perfect, total, and enduring intimacy.

But this is not all, for I said that God does not only desire to speak to me, but also desires to listen to me. And if the breast speaks, then what does this mean? It means that he not only wants me to recline against his breast, to press my head tenderly against his throbbing Heart, but also to let him press his head against my own breast and to listen to the pulsation of my own heart too.

And with God, both are possible simultaneously: my repose against his breast and his repose against mine! Just as it is possible for him to be silent and to speak at the same time, and possible for him to press me to his breast and to look in my eyes all at once! To conclude, let me quote a little section from my novel, Unspeakable Beauty, which gestures to this reality:

I felt Jesus inviting me to lean my head against his breast and to listen to his Heart.
But I pulled away.
I can’t do that...
And then he asked if I would let him put his head against my heart and listen to it...
I was able to allow him to do this, but only for an instant. Then I realized that this was just as intimate, and I pulled away.
I guess true intimacy means both, doesn’t it? Not only resting against the Heart of Jesus but allowing him to rest against my heart too.

Jesus, give me the grace not to pull away in fear from this intimate place, but to allow you to repose your head against my heart just as I repose against yours!

30. The Eisegesis of Intimacy

10/23/2024

 
In the last reflection I spoke about the beautiful way in which Jesus Christ is the living Exegesis of eternal Love, the living Explanation of the life of the Trinity made visible and tangible at the heart of our world. I also tried to make clear how this Word sounding outside of me also corresponds with the word spoken within me, since in the last analysis the two words are indeed only one. In this respect, I think it is important to complement what I said in the previous reflection with a movement in the opposite direction. Namely, in letting myself be addressed by the Word, I am invited not only to listen, but also to speak, to let myself be spoken back into the Word who welcomes me.
Perhaps this element is not given enough attention in certain ways that Scripture or Church teaching is often presented. Sometimes the impression is given that everything comes from Scripture or divine Revelation or the Magisterium, and we are just meant to be a blank slate that receives whatever we are told in blind obedience. Our own desires or the inner movements of our hearts, our own interior search for truth and understanding and intimacy with reality—none of this is really what matters, but only obedience. But if this were the case, then the Word would not truly be enfleshed! If this were the case, then the voice of God would find no “gripping-place” within our own hearts! It would indeed be an arbitrary yoke forced on us from the outside!
It seems to me that the very opposite is truly the case. Namely, the Word spoken to us from without—in Scripture, Tradition, and the Magisterium—has already been impressed upon our hearts from the very first moment of our creation. This Word-from-without is therefore oriented toward liberating and setting free the word-within, the truth that we already bear deep within us, so that it may be what it is, and may exist in that harmonious intimacy, in that deep interrelationship with what is real, that alone can bring peace and enduring rest to our restless hearts.
To summarize what this means, let me simply say the following. We are invited not only to obey the Word, to let it be the living exegesis into our receptive hearts, but we are also invited to let our hearts be written-into the living Word, to become a living eisegesis into the welcoming embrace of Christ. In other words, in the authentic encounter between God and humanity, there are always two parties, an “I” and a “Thou,” and they both listen and they both speak. God unfolds his mystery before me, pouring out his love (his ex-ousia) into me; but I am also invited to pour myself out as a gift in return, surrendering my being (my ex-ousia) into his welcoming embrace. Thus, God not only desires to speak to me, but he also ardently desires to listen to me, to hear his own word, which he has spoken in me from the beginning, echoing back into him.
Perhaps this understanding of the deep interrelationship between exegesis and eisegesis, between receptive obedience and confident surrender, would help to remove many of the obstacles that people encounter in coming to terms with Church teaching. Often Church teaching can be imposed on others from the outside—in the attitude of “you must”—and this awakens a sense of constriction or even rebellion in the human heart. But if it was presented rather as “this is truly the deepest desire of your heart,” or “this is the key to your happiness and full-flowering as a person,” then the true nature of the teaching of the Church would be more visible, more palpable, in its authentic beauty.
For at times people say, “the teachings of the Catholic Church are hard to follow; they are very demanding.” Or even more, “they are arbitrarily strict and confining.” And such statements, certainly, often come from an unwillingness to change, to undergo the process of conversion that brings to death the “old man” of sinful selfishness and sets free the new man of life lived in the grace of intimacy with the Trinity. When I speak of the eisegesis of intimacy I am not encouraging that, not encouraging the rejection or revision of Scripture or Church teaching according to our fallen tendencies or our merely subjective preferences or biases. This should in fact be obvious. Rather, I am encouraging a growth, in life and in speech, in proclamation and in teaching, and in the hidden prayer of the heart, of that radical confidence in the word of God that sees it not as an imposition but as true liberation, not as an anonymous and impersonal demand given by a moralistic institution, but as a living word of love coming from our divine Bridegroom through the heart of his Bride, and drawing us into the dialogue of love and intimacy. And this explains both the challenge of the words of Scripture and the Church, and their consolation. For they invite us simply into a new life, in a life lived within the very love and intimacy experienced eternally by the Trinity! Thus, as challenging as is the Christian life (indeed the ethical life itself), it is the only true liberation. Indeed, in authentic truth, the way of living presented by the Church is the easiest way of all, because it is the way of truth. It is the way that corresponds with the deepest and most authentic desires of our hearts. To try to live otherwise is so much more difficult, for it is trying to kick against the goad, to move against the grain, to try always to prove lies to be true. It is much easier, and much more peaceful—the fullness of the consolation of the Holy Spirit—to live each day in the beautiful dialogue between the Word of God speaking love into me and the word of my own heart, fashioned by him, echoing back its own love in response, and birthing intimacy and joy.
The key is simply to welcome the gift that is given to me from without--exegesis—a gift which in the final analysis is nothing but Love, and to respond to this Word of Love with the fullness of who I am, with the word of my own being. This Word spoken into me is but the loving address of God: “I love you.” And in welcoming this Word of Love, my heart is spontaneously awakened and set free to speak myself as a word back into God--eisegesis--as a created “I love you.” And thus the living relationship is established, the deep personal intimacy which alone gives meaning to human life. I live in God and he lives in me, because I have welcomed the “Thou” who lovingly speaks himself into me as a total gift of love, and I have spoken my “I” back into him, letting myself be enfolded and cradled in the tenderness of his eternal embrace.

29. The Living Exegesis of God

10/22/2024

 
There is one last word that I would like to look at in the Prologue of John’s Gospel. It is the word ἐξηγήσατο, exegasato. If you have read theology or Scriptural commentary before, you have probably encountered this word. In contemporary terminology, someone who interprets Scripture is called an exegete, and the act of interpretation is called exegesis. Exegasato means to draw out, or perhaps to explain by showing. In the context of verse 18, the word is usually translated as “has made him known.” In other words: “No one has ever seen God, the only-begotten One, who is in the bosom of the Father, he has made him known (exegasato).”
What does this mean? It means that the incarnate Word, Jesus Christ, is the true Exegete of God, the true drawing-out-into-the-open of the Mystery of the Trinity. Just as he is the Father’s eternal Word, ceaselessly spoken in an act of never-ending love—the eternal “I love you” of the Father—so the Son is also the primordial Word of God from whom the whole created world has been fashioned. “He spoke, and it came to be” as Genesis says. And yet, when this world, through sin, loses the ability to hear and discern this Word, the Word himself becomes flesh in order to become visible and audible again. In this way, the Word incarnate as Jesus Christ is truly the “drawing out,” the “making visible,” of the inner life of the Blessed Trinity. He is the living Exegesis of eternal Love.
Whenever I think of the word exegesis, I cannot help thinking of one of my first courses in Scripture when I was in the seminary. The Abbot of the monastery would pound into the students the difference between exegesis and eisegesis. Exegesis means to draw out the richness and beauty that is contained within the text, to allow it to speak and to unfold itself before us, like a rose opening its petals. But eisegesis is to “read into” the text one’s preconceived ideas, rather than listening to the Word silently sounding within the word. A way that the warning against eisegesis is often phrased is: “Do not allow the text to become a pretext.”
Another way of saying this is that the fundamental attitude with which the human heart approaches God, and particularly God as manifest in Scripture, is obedience. We contemplated this in the last reflection, and it is beautiful to see it arising spontaneously here in connection with exegesis—for the two words, “authority” and “exegesis,” reflect aspects of the same reality, are thus are so similar: exousia and exegesis. True exegesis, in a word, is the appropriate response to the authority of Scripture, to the power of God’s living Word pouring out love in his self-revelation. Exegesis echoes exousia. Our English word for obedience, however, comes not from the Greek but from the Latin, ob-audire, which means to be open to hear. I think of the beautiful verses of Psalm 40: “Sacrifice and offering you do not desire, but you have given me an open ear” (v. 6). Obedience, therefore, is not fundamentally an attitude of the willingness to perform tasks, or even to do as I am told (though these obviously have a place). Most centrally, obedience is the willingness to listen and to be taught, to hear the voice of the One who speaks to me. Therefore, obedience is an attitude of docility, or docibilitas, which literally means “teachability.”
So our reflections have led us from authority to exegesis to obedience to docility (from exousia to exegesis to obaudire to docibilitas). All of this etymology hopefully shows how important, how palpable, and how profound is the meaning even of the created word, which is a reflection of the uncreated Word in whom God spoke, and all things came to be! Perhaps there is also an “inscape” even in the created human word, and not only in the realm of created realities! In a certain sense, all of these reflections have been an unfolding of this inscape of the created words in which the uncreated Word becomes in some way manifest—with their own “bounded infinity” in which they point toward the infinity of the One who is the Word that contains all words while surpassing them.
This uncreated Word is in the beginning, as Saint John says. He is primordial, and all things have come to exist in him, from him, through him, and for him. And I am invited, as his beloved and as a child of his Father, to open my heart to allow this Word to be spoken to me and within me again. Yes, the eternal Son of the Father, the uncreated Word, is the true pre-Text before the text of Scripture was ever written, and indeed before the very parchment of creation was fashioned. And this Word has become inscribed in the text of the Scripture, inscribed also in the beauty and goodness of creation, and inscribed—more, enfleshed—in the man Jesus Christ.
I am simply invited to draw near to this Word and to open my heart to listen and receive. Is not this just another way of expressing what has already been said about looking away from myself and upon the gaze of the One who loves me? So I am invited to listen, not to the disquieting, conflicting, and doubting voices of my own fragmentation, but to the simple and harmonious voice of the divine Word who ceaselessly approaches me. It is in my listening to this word, in my silent contemplation, that my heart will be gathered together from its fragmentation into unity and interior simplicity—like scattered metal filings drawn together by a strong magnet.
Yes, and this pre-Text, weaving himself gently and silently into the fabric of my life—through my own loving docility to listen, receive, and obey--does not do violence to me. Rather, the pre-Text of God’s own eternal Word already corresponds to the deepest “word” spoken in my own heart from the beginning—or rather, the word in my heart is but a reflection and an echo of that uncreated Word. The Son is the pre-Text from whom the whole text of the story of my life is written, and in whom it finds its true consummation. Since the word of my being has been born from the heart of the eternal Word, my heart truly yearns to return into his embrace and to sound within the fullness of his own sound, to dance within the beauty of his own music, and to reverberate in the silent fullness of his voice, a voice ever sounding, with the Father and the Holy Spirit: “I love you.”

28. Reborn within the True Authority of Love

10/21/2024

 
Jesus’ complete dependence upon his Father is the very source of his complete freedom, because all of his thoughts and activity spring from his radical receptivity to the gift of the Father’s love—a never-ending wellspring of truth and intimacy, of fullness of life and being. This constant reception of his very being from the Father is what allows him to give himself entirely in love, not only back to the Father, but to each one of us. As he says in the Gospel of John chapter 10:

I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me, as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. And I have other sheep, that are not of this fold; I must bring them also, and they will heed my voice. So there shall be one flock, one shepherd. Therefore, because the Father loves me, I lay down my life, that I may take it again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again; this charge I have received from my Father. (v. 14-18)

In these words Jesus speaks of the “power” that he has to lay down his life and to take it up again. In other words, his life is entirely in his hands—he “has life in himself” as he says in chapter 5 (v. 26)—but it is completely in his hands only because he unceasingly receives it as a gift from the hands of his Father. His receptivity to the Father’s undying gift is the very source of his being, his power, and his authority: “I can do nothing on my own authority; as I hear, I judge; and my judgment is just, because I seek not my own will but the will of him who sent me” (John 5:30). How can we reconcile this fact that Jesus has no authority of his own, and yet he has “all authority in heaven and on earth” (Mt 28:18)? The answer lies in the truth of his sonship, in the innermost mystery of his being and identity, which is loving communion with the Father. Jesus lives and acts always from the place of his sonship, his intimate filial relationship with his Father—and therefore his whole existence expresses his divinity.

This also explains the use of the same word—power—in verse 13: “To those who received him, who believed into his name, he gave power to become children of God.” And this same word that Jesus uses to refer to his “power” to lay down his life and to take it up again (in chapter 10), and which John uses to refer to our rebirth as children of God (in chapter 1), is identical with the word “authority.” In Greek the word exousia means both power and authority. What are the linguistic roots of this word? Ex means “out of” or “from,” and ousia means “being” or “substance.” This means that true power and authority is not, as many people tend to think, the ability to impose one’s will or force on another; rather, it means the ability to pour forth the fullness of one’s being in love. Because Jesus receives the fullness of the Father’s Being poured out in love, and remains always in communion with this gift, he in turn is able to pour out his Being for the life of the world…in order to take us up in himself and introduce us into the intimacy that he shares with his Father.

There is another Greek word that has the term ousia at its root. It is a tremendously important word in the development of Christian theology, and was formulated in order to safeguard belief in the true divinity of Jesus Christ. It is found in the Nicene Creed:

I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ,
the Only Begotten Son of God,
born of the Father before all ages.
God from God, Light from Light,
true God from true God,
begotten, not made,
consubstantial (homo-ousios) with the Father.

The word homo-ousios means “of the same substance” or “of the same being.” Its implication is that, because Jesus receives the whole gift of the Being of the Father, he is truly one Being with him, one God, equal with the Father in the unity of the Trinity’s inner life of love. His “one-in-being” with the Father, therefore, allows all of his acts and words, his entire human existence, to bear the divine authority (ex-ousia). His whole existence is but an irradiation of the Divine Light, the Glory pouring forth from the fullness of the Divine Being made incarnate in his very flesh.

This reality of intimacy with the Father, which applies fully to Jesus, the incarnate Son of God, is also realized in the life of each one of us, who are adopted children who share, through grace, in the mystery of the only Son. Our faith and obedience is but our response to this exousia of Christ and of the Father—that is, our response to the radiant gaze of love that touches and illumines us, awakening within us our deep personal truth and our authentic capacities, and shines upon us the Light of Love that invites us to surrender ourselves to the One who invites us into intimacy with himself.

Therefore, our life, unfolding in trust-filled obedience, is but the expression of the intimate relationship that God our loving Father establishes with us in Christ. It is our acceptance of the outpouring gift of his love in every moment of our life, our malleability to his gentle and transforming touch, and our abandonment of ourselves into his provident care. In this light we can say that faith and obedience is simply a way of letting the innermost truth of our being as it exists before God—our authentic identity as his beloved child, illumined by the light of his loving gaze—spread out from within to irradiate our entire existence. In this sense obedience is but our fidelity to the gift of childhood that has been bestowed upon us by God, the radiant beauty of our adoption into the family of the Trinity.

27. Unique Within the Uniqueness of the Only-Begotten

10/18/2024

 
Let us engage in a little more etymology in order to let the word of Scripture—and Christ who comes to us through this written word as a living Word—speak to us more deeply. As should be clear by now, the Prologue of John’s Gospel is tremendously rich in meaning. In many ways, I have hardly scratched the surface, even if, in another way, I have tried to give a glimpse into the heart, both of the Gospel text and of the living Gospel itself that lives within the heart of the Church and in all of her children.

This living heartbeat of divine revelation, this pulsating mystery that abides in the inner sanctuary both of Scripture and of the life of the Church, is none other than the intimacy between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. And the words of Saint John give us access, through faith, into this mystery. Indeed, they speak a word of loving invitation to us—a word within the Word—that seeks to enfold us anew in the dialogue that lies at the very foundation of our existence, so that, as I have said before, our unique “I” may flower in relationship with the divine “Thou,” and indeed may be sheltered and cradled within the perfect “We” of the Trinity’s embrace.

And this word, every time that it is spoken, is something unique, unrepeatable—not a generic or abstract word, an anonymous word spoken into an anonymous crowd. Rather it is utter uniqueness encountering utter uniqueness, and drawing the two together into a unity that does not dissolve their distinction but rather weds it together in the bond of intimate love and mutual self-giving. This is the significance of the word μονογενὴς, monogenes, that is used twice to refer to Jesus, the “only-begotten Son of the Father.” That is what monogenes means: the only-generated, the one-of-a-kind, the incomparably unique. And this “mono”—this uniqueness—distinguishes the Son from anything else that has ever been or ever will be. He is like no other; he surpasses all. Indeed, before anything else existed, he has always been the only Son in the intimacy of the Father’s embrace, receiving the full torrent of the Father’s love and goodness. He is the only One whom the Father has ever loved, because there has from all eternity been no one else than him.

And yet, when God creates other persons to be his children, this does not militate against this “only” of his beloved Son, as if there was a competition between him and us. Rather, the Father’s love for each one of us is simply an irradiation of the fullness of his love for his Son, the overflow of the intimacy that they share. We too are “born” of God (though as creatures, not as only-begotten in the singular way that only the Son is), coming to be through the outpouring of his love; and in this respect there is a parallel between ourselves and Christ. And yet there is also a difference, since “from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace.” How is the difference and the unity reconciled? It is very simple: we are in his Son, and not outside of him. Our unique identity as son or daughter of the Father does not take place outside of Christ, but rather within the very mystery of Christ. Being created in the image and likeness of God, therefore, does not just mean to be made in the likeness of a generic divinity, but rather in the likeness of the only-begotten Son, such that the coming-to-be of our creaturely being reflects and in a profound way manifests the eternal-begetting of the divine Son.

Thus our uniqueness is not in competition with his uniqueness, but rather has its origin and safeguard in his uniqueness. This is how he is able to reveal to us the loving gaze of the Father, which manifests to us our true identity of God’s beloved. Because he is first loved by the Father, he is able to love us as he has been loved; he is able to look upon us as he has first been looked upon, sheltering us in the tenderness of his love as he is eternally sheltered by the Father. And through this gaze, through this sheltering embrace, he draws us to experience ever more deeply and intimately the unique gaze and the tender embrace of the Father himself.

What I have just said helps, I think, to make clear the inner connection between verses 13 and 18. In verse 13, it is said that those who believe in the only-begotten Son are given the power to become children of God. A better translation of this would be: “To as many as received him, who believed into his name, God gave the capacity to become children of God; and they were born not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.” When we welcome God’s gift of his only-begotten Son, grace unleashes and realizes within us the true nature of our own being, created in this Son from the beginning. Our believing then, is truly a believing into his name, that is, into his filial intimacy with his Father, in which we experience our own true identity as a beloved son or daughter of the same Father.
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And the connection with verse 18? “No one has ever beheld God, the only-Begotten, himself God, the One (ὁ ὢν) who is in the bosom of the Father, he has made him known.” At the heart of his own belovedness, the eternal Son comes to us to reveal to us our belovedness. At the heart of his intimacy with the Father, Jesus reveals to us the intimacy to which we are invited, and which indeed lies already at the very foundation of our existence as creatures and children of God. To believe is to let ourselves be inserted anew into this filial intimacy, to be restored to the grace which was lost in original sin, and to live again the integrity of our being as an intimate relationship with the heavenly Father, cradled within the mystery of his Son and sheltered in the love and the presence of the Holy Spirit.

26. Love, and Do What You Will

10/17/2024

 
This movement from the chaos of fear and sin into the order and freedom of love is beautifully expressed in a verse from the Second Letter of Saint John: “This is love, that we follow his commandments; this is the commandment...that we follow love” (cf. 2 Jn 6). In other words, love touches us in the discord in which we find ourselves and tenderly draws us into the realm of God’s own order—the order of the commandments. But these commandments, and this order, are nothing but love itself. For to follow the commandments is ultimately nothing but to follow love: to be liberated into the very “order” of the life of the Trinity, which is complete openness in mutual acceptance and self-giving, perpetually sealed in the joy of intimacy.

The commandments of God, in other words, are nothing but signs of his attunement to me in my own longing for happiness. They are signposts directing, harmonizing, and ordering my desires and actions back to him, toward my authentic good and well-being. Obedience to the commandments of God and the Church, therefore, is not meant to be a blind and mechanical matter, but rather a path of ever deeper discovery: discovery of the true values that speak to me in all of reality, awakening my wholehearted response. By letting my heart resonate with these values of which the commandments speak, I begin to find that the need for a commandment or rule disappears and I spontaneously let myself be enraptured directly by the value itself. Here the very goal of commandments is fulfilled in a realm beyond the commandments themselves, in the simple, direct, and unmediated contact of my whole being with the being of all things, and with the Being of God himself, who attunes to me in the depths of his divine harmony, and in doing so harmonizes my whole being within the dance of his own harmonious love.

It is at this point, in a living contact with the value that awakens my spontaneous response, that the beautiful words of Saint Augustine come in: “Love, and do what you will.” Yes, these words have been falsely interpreted and abused a number of times by those who redefine “love” as something that it is not. In effect, they are saying, “Do what you will, and call it love.” But whatever abuses there may have been, these words do still beautifully touch upon the heart of authentic love and the freedom that it creates. Relationship with God is not, as our contemporary culture imagines, an external yoke that draws us ever more deeply into a kind of “divine slavery” where we cannot follow any of the desires or movements of our own hearts, but rather must always look to a standard outside of ourselves which we must obey. Rather, in this intimate space, the external values that speak a word of invitation to us coincide with the deepest and most interior desires of our hearts—for they were both created by God himself as one single fabric of intimacy and love.

The external “rules” that beforehand were necessary to guide and direct our desires, the more deeply we enter into a living contact with the Mystery to which they direct our attention and actions, are no longer necessary. Rather, we spontaneously and freely do what is beautiful, good, and true, in confident and childlike playfulness. The things which rules before forbade simply become undesirable or even disgusting to us, and the things that rules required become the deepest desires of our hearts. This is because the desires of our hearts, touched and grasped by the Reality that fulfills them, are harmonized and energized by that eternal movement of Love in which they participate and find their full consummation.

How does relationship with God bring this freedom? Through the gift of the Holy Spirit, who is the very love of God poured into our hearts, the dichotomy between internal desires and external commandments is bridged over, and love is no longer merely an obligation placed on us from the outside, but the deepest living truth of our own hearts. Is not love and intimacy, after all, the deepest desire of every human heart from the very first moment of our conception? Yes, we were created for love, and whatever authentically manifests love authentically manifests God. It is only our lack of love that makes us unfree. But once love takes possession of us—and it does this insofar as we allow ourselves to be loved first, and from this place, look in turn upon the beauty of the beloved—then we spontaneously become free to live and love in response.

Here the “internal” and the “external” are deeply and inseparably united. This is because my deepest internal desires are actually the desire to make contact with the external, with the absolute love of Another who is totally devoted to me and to whom I can totally devote myself. It is my desire to return wholeheartedly into the cradling arms of Love and to rest in the tenderness of his embrace. It is the desire to act, speak, play, and dance within the perfect shelter of his presence and his care. It is the desire to surrender my whole being so totally to him that I may live in him and he in me, and to open my heart from this place in order to welcome, shelter, and love all of those whom he has created, entering into deep and intimate relationships with them within the space of his own Love.

When I make contact again with this Love that lies at the origin of my existence and which unceasingly shelters and sustains me, then I make contact with the true contours of my life and my authentic desires. And this Love spontaneously teaches me, not like a disciplinarian but like a lover, not like a textbook but like an artist, unveiling before me a glimpse of the beauty for which my heart longs, and thus awakening and spontaneously harmonizing my authentic desires towards what will truly fulfill them. As long as this connection between my heart and the Heart of the Other endures, as long of this union between my contemplative gaze and the truth of reality abides, as long as my love surges back in response to the love that I first receive, then the words of Saint Augustine prove true: Love, and then do what you will.
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Love, beloved child, and you are free to dance and play to your heart’s content. Remain always in the shelter of his embrace, in the security of his Love, allowing him to look tenderly upon you and to awaken your own gaze, and then do what you will. For then there will be but one desire in your heart—a desire that contains within itself the richness of every desire, not suppressing or stripping them away, but rather harmonizing them in unity like a symphony of many instruments gathered together in richness of sound. Let yourself be loved, child, and you will love. Then love, and do what you will. And do what you will, since what you will shall be nothing but love, living and breathing the beautiful life, the breath of joy, the heartbeat of intimacy, that has first been breathed into you by the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
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    Joshua Elzner

    I am a humble disciple of Jesus Christ who seeks to live in prayerful intimacy with the Trinity and in loving service to all through a life devoted to prayer, compassion, and creativity. On this blog I will share the little fruits of my contemplation in the hopes of being of service to you on your own journey of faith. I hope that something I have written draws your heart closer to the One who loves you!
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